Wednesday, 14 January 2015

Doakan .

Dah dua hari final exam. 3 papers done. Another 9 papers more to go. Dua hari exam ni struggle dalam dewan exam sorang-sorang. Struggle tahan sakit. Sakit badan dari belakang sebelah kanan sampai abdomen sebelah kanan. Rasanya sebab angin. Seminggu study week rutin pemakanan tak stabil. Nasi goreng kosong sekali setiap hari. No veggies, no fruit for a week. Kuantiti dan frekuensi food intake tak macam biasa. Maka jadilah gastrik. Perut aku memang manja pfff. Memang dari kecik kena gastrik kalau ada triggering factor. Distended abdomen. Nampak la angin dia. Nausea. Nak burp tapi tak lepas. Kadang-kadang pening. Selain tak jaga makan, maybe jugak sebab sepanjang study week hampir 12 jam sehari meniarap. Position favourite study, meniarap hadap laptop atas katil. Hadap handphone pun meniarap. Masa tidur je baring. Maybe benda ni buat angin berkumpul kat bahagian abdomen. Harap-harap tu je lah sebabnya. Tak nak sebab lain, nauzubillah. Ujian. Selain struggle jawab exam, kena struggle tahan sakit. Nak jawab exam pun tak selesa. Satu tangan pegang pen tulis jawapan, satu tangan lagi urut perut. Ada masa terasa nak muntah tetiba. Rasa macam nak lari pi toilet jugak masa tu. Tapi bila fikir balik bazir masa, so pejam mata, tahan je. Penat. Allahu. Moga diberi kesihatan esok dan hari seterusnya.

So aku cerita ni sebab nak mintak sesiapa baca entri ni tolong doakan aku sihat. Terima kasih T.T

Thursday, 8 January 2015

Road .


Where is this road I'm taking leading me to?
Where that place is?
I don't know but I'm walking this road today too

I wonder if people all have their chosen way to go or if they make their own ways?
I don't know but I'm walking this road like this again

I wonder why I am standing on this road I am at right now?
If this is the right way to go?
If my dreams will come true at the end of this road?

I wonder what really gives me pleasure?
Money, reputation, or the ones I love?
I want to know but I can't figure it out yet

I want to say that this is my road, with confidence and believe in my faith, 
And never turn back, never regret my choices
I want to walk like that but i still don't have any confidence

What am i dreaming of?
Who is that dream for?
If those dreams come true would I really be happy?
Where am i really going right now?

I wonder why I am standing on this road i am at right now, why this road?
If this is my right way, is this really my right way?
If my dreams will come true at the end of this road, will my dreams come true?
What am i dreaming of? Who is that dream for? What am i dreaming of?
If those dreams come true would i really be happy?
Where am i.. really going right now?

cc : Road